Sunday, March 18, 2012

The Precipice of Singular Decision

We human beings really don’t understand how much our individual choices impact this world.

For example: this week, one of our top developers changed a method name in our code base. He updated all references, and only committed his code once he verified that everything worked. This developer is very talented and exceptional at his job. He was far from careless. 

However, the code base is used widely enough that his change disabled one of our product’s key features. Worse, there was nothing to hint anything was wrong—until one of us tried to access the feature.

Once we noticed the problem it took time for another developer to track down the source. It cost us. It would have cost us a lot more had we distributed the product. Hundreds of customers would have been affected and unhappy.

Amazing what only a few keystrokes can do.

Yet history is replete with moments like these: singular decisions that have far-reaching consequences.

Take the current status of the Middle East, for instance. The Arab Spring uprisings began with one man committing suicide after his vegetable cart was wrongly confiscated by the Tunisian police.

Or our own involvement in the region: only one individual is allegedly responsible for killing 16 Afghan civilians, including men, women, and children. And now our entire mission in Afghanistan is in serious jeopardy.

Not to mention the shot that began World War I, which directly led to World War II and the birth of the modern, industrialized society. One man, one pistol, one shot.

The Bible also contains several examples of small decisions with far-reaching consequences. David’s affair with Bathsheba (2 Sa 11). Solomon’s decision to marry foreign wives (1 Ki 3:1). Esau’s sale of his birthright for a bowl of stew (Ge 25:29-34). Had the devil succeeded in tempting Jesus in the desert (Mt 4:1-11; Mk 1:12,13; Lk 4:1-13), it would have been catastrophic for humanity—a catastrophe on par with Adam and Eve’s original sin (Ge 3:1-7).

Granted, these are all extreme examples of maliciousness, not the mundane blasé of everyday living. Intent doesn’t discount them—they are still small motions that changed the world.

Yet despite of our foolish decisions, God still knows how to turn them around for good. Judah’s decision to sell his brother Joseph into slavery (Ge 37:25-28) helped save thousands of lives and laid down the beginning of Judaism. David’s affair with Bathsheba produced the bloodline from which Jesus descended (Mt 1:6). Though our sin runs amok, God’s grace is still there, mitigating the damage. He remains patient with us, “because he does not want any to perish, but all to come to repentance” (2 Pe 3:9).

I can never be sure that any of my own decisions will not have far-reaching catastrophic consequences. Yet neither can I live my life in constant fear that I might hurt someone inadvertently. Every choice I make, mundane or no, affects others.

It’s almost as if God has designed our world to work this way in its fallen state. I have to trust that even in my unknown sins, God is bringing good for all. The more I understand that, the more thankful I am when he shows me grace The more patient I am when He chooses not to protect me so I can learn from my mistakes—just as any loving father would do.

It gets even better.

God clearly does not abandon us to our messes. Yet neither will he force us to live with them forever. One day, our exile will be done, and He will wipe all tears from our eyes (Re 21:4). We will truly be able to live without the chance that we might hurt others around us.

Our world will be transformed into what it was originally meant to be: humans fellowshipping with each other and with God and loving one another forever and ever.

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